Our world has come to an end. Robert John and I have decided to separate and seek our own creative juice. This is a mutual decision, though still wrought with some tears and hard words, but definitively the right move. Freedom is crying out with a strong voice and we must heed its call. We will release each other into the world from the top of this mountain we've built.
Newness is exciting. I lift off for a brand new set of circumstances soon. This experience, this separation, or even, dare I say it: this breaking up, is a gift. Without it there would be no kindling for that fire. No creative juice for the exhausted artist. Without it happening just as it has there would be no me as I exist now. There would have been no finger-lickable, yeasty popcorn consumed in large quantities by both in many late-night hours. No cakes to bake to help me grow up. No soft-boiled eggs or cream with coffee. There may have been no songs for me to write at all.
I thank him for all of this and more and still say I love you.
We're embarking on the newness and it feels alluring. Drop-dead scary but alluring. Graduate School and new employment for me and a new website. Soon I will leave I Can't be Good All the Time as an archive of this sweet time and create a new website to encapsulate my artistic interests. A place to scream, wax poetic, plan and cry about singer- songwriting/street-theatre/ yogic philosophy/ cooking and baking/ music/art/writing and more.
A link will posted here soon to my new sounding board. I hope you'll join me there for many more poetic and non-poetic waxes on a variety of subjects.
See you soon. Victory is ours.
Love, soft-boiled eggs, popcorn and a cup of creamed coffee are great combination.
Soft-Boiled Eggs
Serves 2.
Place 4 eggs in the bottom of a small saucepan.
Bring to boil on the stove.
Remove from heat, cover.
Let rest for 4 to 5 minutes, depending on how soft you like your yolk.
Run cold water over them, then place them on a steady surface like a cutting board or clean countertop and use a sharp knife to carefully slice them in half.
Serve immediately, setting half-shells on a suitable plate, with quality butter(maybe plugra), sea salt and pepper. For those in a feisty mood, serve with some sort of wilted green to the tune of broccoli raab, spinach, or kale.

Never underestimate the power of cake.


